A lot has happened since my last update!!!!
It was not my intention to go so long between updates. A lot has happened since my last update. Some I will share and some I will not...at least not yet. So, I had round 9 and my neuropathy ramped up even more despite my oncologist dropping the Oxaliplatin. Crazy me did a pop up kickboxing class at church the day after disconnect. It was great despite the way I felt. I had decided to go home and walk my dog. He is finally not depressed and is happy. He has even started dumping his toy box to play with toys again. Well, I sat down and that was it. It took a few hours for me to even get up the energy to shower. Then I went to bed. The next day Samantha had her wedding dress alteration fitting. I was able to button those tiny buttons...I could not do that now. Y'all, my girl is beautiful! Even with her messy hair and yard work tan. I still felt bad, but soaked in the moment. Then I had a moment... What if???? I know, I know, we all hate that question! I know I should stay...