I am Sorry
People have asked me about my lack of updates. I am sorry. I didn't realize how long it had really been. I am about 11 weeks out of surgery. Recovery is going how it is supposed to...I guess. I know my insides will be healing quite a while longer than my outside. What is next? What is the plan? I had a ctDNA test done at the end of July. It was negative! That is a good sign, but not completely foolproof. I had a negative result back in May after I had been off chemo for a while. Sure, chemo could have still been affecting the result, but I know there was plenty of active cancer in my body at that time. Negative test means surveillance. I had an appointment with my oncologist a few weeks ago. Things are going as they should. I am scheduled for scans and blood work on November 7 and the oncology appointment on November 9. I am praying for clear scans and good bloodwork, but in my mind is full of doubt. Right now, every little ache and pain is (in my head) cancer g...