Scans are Coming!
My first post surgery scans are coming up on Saturday. To say that I am anxious would be an understatement. Hmmmm, wonder if that is why my stomach is unsettled today. I even came home from work early because it just felt yuck. I guess it has been a while, so I didn't recognize it, but I usually get stomach upset when stressed or worried. Ok, back to the scans...I feel like this is BIG. This obviously determines my next steps. I am hoping and praying the cancer doesn't return so soon after a major surgery. Truthfully, there are 2 people who I have strived to be like through this journey. For the past 2 years I ahve prayed to be a miracle and I have named these two in my prayers. I want to be the walking miracle. I want God to use me and my story for many years to come. One man was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer when I was in middle school...maybe the late 80's 1990. He lived 30 years. Y'all that is unheard of and a true miracle. The other has had stage 4 cancer for o...